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Title: Beating Heart Dates: Written April 2013 to September 2013 Length: 34 chapters Rating: R/NC17 Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance Warning: Language, drug use, slash and cest content Summary: Zac never wanted to be the person he is now, and he doesn’t know whether to blame himself or Taylor. More than anything, he just wants to fix his mistakes and feel normal again, but he’s not sure normal is possible for him and Taylor anymore. Other: This is the sequel to Audience of One. |
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Title: Bled Dry Dates: Written August 2012 to present; posted August 2014 to present Rating: NC17 Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance, Erotica Warning: Language, graphic sex (slash and cest) including very dark BDSM elements Summary: Scott Moffatt goes to a Hanson concert as a joke, and ends up turning his, Taylor’s and Zac’s lives upside down. In the aftermath, all three will be forced to confront truths about themselves and what they need and want. Other: Another collab with my good friend Amber. Cross-posted with bonus content here. |
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Title: Cause and Effect Dates: Written and posted July 15, 2009 to October 28, 2010 Length: prologue & 26 chapters Rating: R Genre: Drama, Romance Warning: Language, alcohol, sexy stuff. Summary: Zac Hanson’s life is falling apart. Spencer Kerr’s life is finally going the way she wants. When the two meet, all that will change. Other: Part One of the Sweetest Downfall series. |
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Title: Cesura Dates: Written December 2, 2010 to February 18, 2011 Length: One part Rating: R Genre: Drama, Romance Warning: Language and sex Summary: When Hanson goes on tour in the fall of 2010, Zac and Spencer cross paths once again. This encounter leaves them wondering just how much they ever knew about each other. Other: Admittedly, this isn’t actually a long story, but since it fits into the Sweetest Downfall universe, I wanted to sort it with the other parts of that story. It’s the second part in the series. |
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Title: Cherry Lips Dates: April 2015 to present Rating: R/NC17 Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance Warning: Language, sexual content including cest, alcohol use Summary: Newly single and struggling to keep up with grad school, Zac can’t really imagine any way his life could get worse. Then his estranged older brother Taylor shows up. After seven years apart, he and Zac are practically strangers, but they quickly form a deep, complicated bond that threatens to tear them even further apart. Other: A spinoff of one of my 30 Days of Smut stories. |
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Title: Darling, I Want To Destroy You Dates: Written and posted January 15 to January 31, 2012 Length: Six parts Rating: NC17 Genre: Drama, Angst, Smut Warning: Language, drug and alcohol use, graphic incest, some dark stuff Summary: Zac has loved and hated Taylor for years. Taylor has always gotten what he wants and loves playing games with Zac. Finally, Taylor pushes Zac too far and gets something he never expected. Other: Written with my friend Amber. |
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Title: Denouement Dates: Written April to June 2013; posted June 7, 2013 Length: One part Rating: R/NC17 Genre: Romance Warning: Language, some sexual content Summary: A year after moving to Tulsa and getting involved with Zac (again), Spencer still sometimes has doubts. She visits him while he’s on tour to finally get over that last hurdle and conquer her fears, and soon she’s faced with a big question about their future. Other: This is the fourth and final part of the Sweetest Downfall Series. It isn’t long, but I wanted it sorted with the other parts. |
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Title: Ever Present Past Dates: Written and posted November/December 2016-December 2018 Length: 10 chapters Rating: R/NC17 Genre: Drama/Angst Warning: sexual content (incestuous and otherwise), drug use, character death Summary: Taylor thought he had hit rock bottom when his wife left him. Now, the life he has built with Zac and the daughter they are raising together is at risk, threatened by their very own parents and the demons Taylor thought he’d kept at bay. Other: Written with Amber for Wintry Remix 2016, this is a remix of The Past Is Just A Goodbye by Elizabeth. |
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Title: Flesh and Bone Dates: Written and posted July 2016 to present Rating: R/NC17 Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance, Erotica Warning: Language, graphic sex, including very dark BDSM elements Summary: One tour can change a lot. With their lives spiraling out of control, yet finally starting to make sense, Taylor and Zac are left to pick up the pieces and find some sense of normalcy again. But they won’t be able to do it alone. Other: The sequel to Bled Dry and the second story in the Pieces Fit Series. |
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Title: I Will Try To Fix You Dates: Written May 2013 to present; posted March 2014 to present Rating: NC17 Genre: Drama, Angst, Smut Warning: Language, drug and alcohol use, graphic incest, some dark stuff Summary: Over three years have passed since Zac finally unleashed his true feelings upon Taylor, and it’s been that long since they’ve seen each other. Zac wants to leave the past behind him, but Taylor can’t let it go. When well-meaning Isaac puts them in each others’ paths, no one is prepared for the consequences. Other: Written with my friend Amber, this is the sequel to our first collab, Darling, I Want To Destroy You. |
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Title: In the Dark Dates: Written September 2013 to March 2015 Length: 72 chapters and Epilogue Rating: R/NC17 Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance Warning: Language, sex, alcohol and drug use Summary: Colby studied music in college in the hopes of someday working in the music business, but so far she’s still stuck working in a record store. Her friend Avery tries to help make her dreams come true, but Avery forgot to mention her older brother Zac. It’s love at first sight for Colby, even though Zac is a mystery at best and a nightmare at worst. |
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Title: Interwoven Dates: Written June 2011 to April 2013 Length: prologue and 46 chapters Rating: R Genre: Drama, Romance, Suspense Warning: Language, alcohol, sexual content Summary: Spencer accepts a job offer in Tulsa, and it isn’t long before she crosses paths with Zac again. She wants nothing more than to move on with her life, but she doesn’t know how she feels about Zac or who she can trust. Other: The third part of the Sweetest Downfall Series. |
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Title: Kiss and Tell Dates: Written starting April 2014; posted September 24, 2014 to September 17, 2016 Length: 41 chapters and epilogue Rating: PG13/R Genre: Drama, Romance, Comedy Warning: Language, sex, alcohol use Summary: Georgina and Zac have been best friends since they were in preschool. During their sophomore year of college, Georgina finally admits–at least to herself–that she wants to be more than friends. Zac is oblivious to her feelings, but everyone else knows… including his older brother Taylor. |
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Title: A Lesson In Tightropes Dates: Written November 2015; posted January to September 2016 Length: prologue, 25 chapters and epilogue Rating: PG13/R Genre: Drama/Angst Warning: Language, depictions of depression and eating disorders Summary: Zac always said he was the shy one, but no one believed him. When no one sees who you really are, it’s all too easy for dangerous secrets to stay hidden. Other: My part of a large, collaborative series called Like Ashes. |
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Title: Little Deaths Dates: Written 2007 to 2009; posted July 7, 2009 to November 7, 2009 Length: Seven parts Rating: NC-17 Genre: Drama, Suspense Warning: Language, alcohol, drug use, heavy sexual situations including BDSM elements and violence. Summary: AU. Zac and Colleen are career criminals and once again he has abandoned her. When he comes back, he is surprised by the new career she has taken up… and how he feels about it. Other: This is a relatively short one, and I warn you it is quite odd. |
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Title: Loaded God Complex Dates: June 2013 to December 2013 Length: prologue and 33 chapters Rating: R/NC17 Genre: Romance, Comedy, Erotica Warning: Language, alcohol use, graphic sexual content (het and slash/cest), gratuitous male nudity Summary: Best friends since college, Taylor Wright and Zac Hanson moved to Los Angeles in hopes of becoming rich and famous. When those plans fell through, the two ended up working as male exotic dancers. As Thor and Adonis, they’re successful and adored by the women of Burbank. There’s just one problem — everyone thinks they’re boyfriends. Other: This is a collaboration with my friend Lindsay. It’s posted here on LiveJournal as well. |
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Title: Love and Other Socially Acceptable Emotions Dates: Written mostly during November 2009, posted January 5, 2010 to June 6, 2012 Length: prologue, 37 chapters & epilogue Rating: R Genre: Romantic Comedy Warning: Language, alcohol, sexual stuff. Summary: Victoria is good at acting. Victoria isn’t good at making friends, relationships or being true to herself. At college, she makes several friends, including the confusing and frustrating Zac Hanson, who will help her figure out how to finally be herself. Other: Written for NaNoWriMo in 2009, but not completed. |
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Title: Silk Scarves Dates: Written and posted February 2010 to present Rating: NC17 Genre: Drama, Romance, PWP Warning: Slash, incest, language, alcohol, sex Summary: These are the stories of Zac and Taylor’s secret relationship throughout the years. Other: This series is actually a bunch of somewhat connected oneshots, largely written by me but also with one contribution from Abby. |
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Title: Songs Left Unsung Dates: Written and posted April 2012 to September 2014 Length: 86 chapters and epilogue Rating: R/NC17 Genre: Drama, Romance Warning: Language, drug use, slash and cest content Summary: Only one person in the world knows Zac’s biggest secret — his crush on his older brother Taylor. But that one person, his best friend Carrick, has a secret, too. When Carrick moves to Tulsa, all these secrets will be revealed and Zac’s life will be turned upside down. |
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Title: The Stars Have Fallen Dates: Written and posted December 13, 2009 to March 10, 2010 Length: 10 chapters & epilogue Rating: PG13 to R Genre: Drama, Angst Warning: Language, drugs, some heavy stuff about death. Summary: Zac isn’t quite sure how or why things started going wrong, but it’s fallen to him to pick the pieces up of his family and put them back together. Keeping his own sanity is the least of his concerns. He only wants to know why one brother is dead and the other slowly killing himself. Other: Written for the 10 in 10 Challenge. Completed in ten chapters and an epilogue. |
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Title: Troubled Hearted Kind Dates: September 12, 2012 — September 23, 2012 Length: Five parts Rating: R Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance Warning: Language, somewhat graphic sex Summary: A short look at the choices Natalie and Zac have made in their lives over several years, and the ways that their lives have intertwined. Other: Written for Taking The Leap 2012. I challenged myself to write a Zac/Natalie story. |
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Title: Truth is a Whisper Dates: Written March 2012 to October 2015 Length: 63 chapters in 3 parts Rating: NC17 Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance, Smut Warning: Language, drug and alcohol use, graphic slash and incest, kinky sex Summary: Zac and Taylor Hanson know who they are. They know what their lives have come to be. And they’re happy. At least, that’s what they’ve been telling everyone, including themselves. Until they’re forced to take a closer look. Other: Written with my friend Amber. |
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Title: What Didn’t Happen Dates: November 2010 to November 2011 Length: 25 chapters Rating: R/NC17 Genre: Drama, Angst, Supernatural Warning: Language, sex, incest, and lots of angst Summary: One day, Zac is a newlywed. The next day, he wakes up to find himself a year in the future with his entire life collapsing around him. Can he figure out how to get things back? Other: I attempted to write this for NaNoWriMo in 2010, but only managed about 12k. Finally finished it for NaNo 2011. My first long, plotty Zaylor. |
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Title: Where We Belong Dates: October 2015 to present Rating: R/NC17 Genre: Drama, Romance, Comedy Warning: Language, sexual content including slash/cest, drug use Summary: Zac and Carrick have been friends for a long time–close enough friends to make some people wonder–but things always change on the road. Will touring together again bring these two closer or push them apart? Other: Another collab with Amber, my favorite fellow Zarrick shipper. |