October 2008
Waking the next morning, Avery opened her eyes slowly a sleepy smile playing on her lips as she saw Paisley beside her in bed still. Almost afraid that when she woke up that Paisley would be gone and even if last night had been their last time she didn’t want Paisley to be gone when she woke.
Would feel used even if maybe she had been used last night. Had allowed herself to let Paisley in again even after Paisley had tried to lie about the cheating.
Something that still had Avery stumped because why would Paisley lie? But then again she couldn’t see what her mom could have done but she was still stumped on her deciding to lie now after she had already lost Avery. Had already moved on with someone else who she was moving to another state with.
Watching as Paisley moved some Avery felt herself freeze when Paisley opened her eyes and looked at her. The same sleepy smile Avery had moments before appearing on Paisley’s lips.
Lips that Avery was aching to kiss again but she held herself back from it. Kept herself restrained because she really shouldn’t fall back down the hole again.
“Thought I had dreamed last night,” Paisley sighed as she moved into Avery some and Avery closed her eyes briefly, letting her because god how she had missed this.
The simple closeness and how easy it felt to be with Paisley even if Paisley did also give her that dangerous kind of thrill.
The thrill no one else but her gave Avery and a thrill that maybe Avery had been looking for in Ethan and hadn’t found and one she surely knew Cordelia could never give her.
“Nope you didn’t dream last night,” Avery told her as she shivered, feeling Paisley’s hand move to rest on her waist. “Though maybe you should have,” she said knowing that while she had loved last night she felt a bit guilty for sleeping with Paisley when Paisley had someone else.
Had a girl who would be hurt if she ever found out about this the way Avery had been hurt when she found Ellery and Paisley.
Avery feeling like she was almost now no better than Paisley if she could willingly sleep with someone who was taken just because she was weak for the person she slept with.
Even when she was sure she had feelings for Cordelia again and wanted to try a relationship with her.
“Because you regret having sex with me now?” Paisley asked her softly as she left a kiss on Avery’s neck right above the chain of the necklace that Paisley had given her.
Avery shook her head at that, “Because you have a girlfriend who you’re moving to New York for or that’s what Junie said when she described the person staying here before I knew it was you. That you were just staying here for one more night and then flying to New York to put down roots with some girl,” she said hating the way she felt a pain in her chest.
Still wanting deep down to be the one that Paisley was putting down roots with and creating a future with.
“We have an open relationship,” Paisley explained as she looked at Avery. “She’s fine with me having sex with other women.”
Avery scoffed at that, “Is that what you told Ellery when you made plans to cheat with her? That we were in an open relationship and I was fine with you having sex with other women.”
“I told you I didn’t cheat,” Paisley muttered sticking by her story from last night. “Even if you want to be stubborn and not believe me just ask your mom.”
“Yeah asking my mom that would just open a can of worms I’m not ready to let out just yet,” Avery said knowing that she still after all this time wasn’t ready to come out.
Had been before but that was when she had Paisley and maybe she had just wanted to come out with Paisley. Wanted Paisley at her side and for everyone to know how much she loved her. Was tired of hiding back then how much she had loved her girlfriend.
Paisley opened her mouth as if she wanted to say something but stopped and took a deep breath, leaving Avery wondering what she would have said.
“So you still haven’t came out yet?” Paisley asked her as her finger tips began to trace invisible patterns on Avery’s hip. “You said you wanted too in Paris.”
“I did want too then,” Avery nodded as she blushed softly. “But only because I wanted everyone to know I was a lesbian and that I loved you. Hoped maybe if my mom knew she’d cut us a break,” she revealed watching as Paisley rolled her eyes at that.
An action Avery would have missed if she hadn’t been watching the other girl for any reaction.
“But after you cheated and we broke up I just decided to stay in the closet. Felt so lost and confused and was back to almost being afraid at times of my sexuality. Had to have sex with a man in New York just to make sure I was a lesbian.”
Paisley scrunched up her nose at that, “That’s the person you called me and ranted about?” she asked and Avery blushed more remembering the angry voicemail message she had left Paisley after Ethan. “You had sex with a man and then called me and ranted.”
“I was angry,” Avery defended with a laugh. “I was angry and I lashed out but yes I called you and ranted after having sex with a man who made me realize I’m truly a lesbian and after that I haven’t had sex with anyone until last night with you. It was tempting trust me but I had Cordelia and we got close,” she revealed with a tiny little smile playing on her lips.
Not meaning to smile because she knew it would probably give away the fact that she had feelings for Cordelia. Which she didn’t want to keep a secret from Paisley but then again maybe she did because hadn’t she already revealed enough things to ruin whatever good moments they first had when waking up.
“You like Cordelia again huh?” Paisley asked her with a raised eyebrow and a hint of jealousy in her tone.
Avery blushed more as she nodded her head in response to that question. “Yeah. Was..well was thinking of maybe starting a relationship with her this week actually since she is arriving sometime today for my brother’s show tonight.”
“Well let’s hope she accepts then,” Paisley told her in an almost patronizing tone. “But until then just know I gave you a really good goddamn orgasm last night and I intend to give you a good one this morning too,” she whispered and before Avery could object Paisley’s lips were on hers again.
A moan coming out as she felt one of Paisley’s hands slip in between her legs. Rubbing her softly until she got her wet which wasn’t hard.
Not since Avery’s body craved Paisley as much as Avery herself did. That and Paisley knew all the tricks to get Avery going. Had, had months to learn them before they had broken up.
Kissing Paisley a bit harder Avery let out a tiny whine when Paisley moved her hand away as she moved to get herself to where she was laying on top of Avery. Slowly pulling away from the kiss to give her a smirk.
“Oh stop whining,” Paisley chided her with a tiny laugh. “Gonna give you more attention soon down there,” she smirked before kissing Avery again and this time as they kissed Avery let her eyes fall shut.
Closing them tighter as Paisley’s lips trailed down her neck where she nipped at the skin in a few places. Not hard enough to leave any marks but hard enough that Avery felt it. That it sent jolts down her body in a good way.
“Pai,” Avery muttered out softly as Paisley’s lips made it to Avery’s chest where she slowly, teasingly worked her way down towards Avery’s pussy. “Stop teasing me,” she spoke up as she opened her eyes to look down into Paisley’s blue ones.
Seeing nothing but mischievous glee in them and Avery just knew that she wouldn’t stop teasing her. That she was getting a thrill out of it because she knew she was driving Avery crazy.
Avery wondering if this was her way to boost her ego some over her jealousy with Cordelia and the fact that Avery liked her and wanted to try a relationship with her.
Moaning again as Paisley continued her slow descent, letting her tongue lightly come out to lick at Avery’s skin some Avery knew then she had her answer. Paisley wasn’t going to stop teasing her, was going to make her wait and drag this out.
Though Avery wasn’t going to deny that she didn’t like the teasing even if it delayed what she really wanted which was the orgasm.
That really good happy ending that everyone loved.
“Oh fuck Pai,” Avery grunted out when Paisley finally made it to between her thighs, leaving a tiny kiss on each one before reaching out with her hand to rub Avery again.
Her fingers slowly working their way inside of her as she fucked her with two of them. Not even giving Avery time to get used to just one. But after last night Avery was sure she hadn’t needed the warm up anyway. Her vagina used to having fingers other than her own in it again.
“You want me to eat you baby?” Paisley asked using the term baby like it hadn’t even been months since she had last called Avery that.
Like she was still allowed to call her that when she shouldn’t have been but Avery didn’t mind. Had missed the term of endearment from her.
Avery nodded her head, “Please,” she whispered out as she looked down at Paisley feeling her slow her fingers down some.
“Please what?” Paisley questioned with a raised eyebrow. “Tell me what you want.”
“Want you to eat me out Paisley,” Avery told her as their eyes locked. “Please eat me out.”
Paisley smirked at that letting her fingers move out of Avery as her lips soon connected with Avery’s pussy. Avery’s head falling back against the pillows as Paisley began to work that magic she did with her tongue.
Began to lick her in the ways she knew well that Avery liked. Let her fingers even go to open Avery up some so that she’d have better access to certain places.
All the while Avery’s breathing getting harder as her hips began to lift every so often. Her orgasm building with each lick or each time Paisley’s mouth went to her clit to suck on it softly though never staying for long because again she still wanted to tease Avery.
Delay Avery’s orgasm a bit longer. Making her wait in slow, sweet, hell like torture.
But even with the teasing Avery’s orgasm finally hit choosing the moment that the door to the guest bedroom opened. Avery moving her eyes towards the door right as Paisley’s name fell from her lips to see Cordelia standing there in a stunned, angry like way only briefly.
Her reflexes hitting once she finally came to her senses and shutting the door as fast as she had opened it.
Paisley choosing then to move out from between Avery’s thighs another smirk on her lips. Looking like she was proud of herself now.
“Just wanted you to know who the only person who can make you feel that good is,” Paisley told her as she moved back over Avery to kiss her and Avery hated herself when she kissed Paisley back. “No man can ever make you feel that good and there is no way in hell that Cordy is going to make you feel that good either,” she muttered in between kisses.
Avery getting the distinct feeling that Paisley didn’t even feel guilty that Cordelia had caught them. Though Avery did some.
Hating that somehow during their sex Cordelia had finally shown up at Juniper’s apartment and that the universe had allowed her to walk in on Paisley going down on Avery. Especially when the universe clearly knew that Avery wanted to move Cordelia out of the platonic friends status.
Though Avery didn’t regret what she had just done with Paisley. Even if maybe she still was wary on Paisley having an open relationship with the girl in New York and even if she knew she’d have to grovel to get back into Cordelia’s good graces.