January 2009
Sitting with Paisley on the bed in her hotel room after she had calmed down, Avery looked at her with a sad little smile.
“You didn’t have to let me stay here,” she told her knowing Paisley could have turned her down. “I mean I’m sure Misty didn’t like.”
“Misty?” Paisley asked like she had forgotten her girlfriend, the woman she had been dancing with at the bar.
Avery nodded as she looked at Paisley as if she were dumb, “New York girl. The girl you claim to have an open relationship with,” she reminded her. “Mac told me that’s why you left on New Year’s Eve. Mentioned having to get back to a Misty.”
Paisley let out a loud laugh at that, “Misty isn’t the girl from New York. Misty is my cousin and I left her at the bar to bring you home. The girl I was dancing with at the bar though I didn’t know her name and as for New York girl she was named Paige. She’s gone now though.”
“You broke up with New York girl?” Avery asked refusing to say the girl’s name. “How come?”
“Because she wanted a non open relationship and I couldn’t give her that,” Paisley answered as she locked eyes with Avery. “Not when she’s not the one I love. She deserves someone who can give her that and fully love her too.”
Avery swallowed hard, knowing that Paisley meant she was still in love with her. Even after all this time apart.
“Well I guess it’s good you ended it then,” Avery smiled though this time it was forced. Her brain going to Cordelia and wondering if she was short changing her in the relationship department because Cordelia wasn’t the one she loved.
Yet she was refusing to give up, not letting Cordelia find someone who could love her fully. Love her like she deserved.
Love her like Avery wanted too.
Paisley shrugged her shoulders at that, “Guess so but it cost me an apartment. Had to go out and find my own. Which took me like three weeks.”
“You stayed in New York?” Avery asked figuring that Paisley would have wanted to move back here to Tulsa. Come back to the place she knew.
“Didn’t see the use in coming back when I wasn’t needed here,” Paisley told her as she kept eye contact with Avery.
Avery once again swallowing hard.
“My family besides Misty doesn’t need me and you have Cordy now so you don’t need me….”
“But I need you right now,” Avery piped in before she could finish what she had been saying. “I need you now and maybe if you had been here I would have needed you before now. Don’t say just because I have Cordelia that I don’t need you.”
Paisley once again shrugged her shoulders, almost like she didn’t believe Avery’s words. “We both know if Cordelia were the one in Tulsa right now you wouldn’t be here in my hotel room. You’d be at her house,” she spoke sounding sure in her words. “Does she even know you’re here with me right now?”
Avery fell silent at that as she looked away from Paisley. “No,” she answered with a shake of her head. “She doesn’t know.”
“And if she did, you know she’d be angry so no now that you have Cordy you don’t need me,” Paisley reiterated again. “Or more like she doesn’t want you to need me and you’d do best to listen to her if you want to keep dating her.”
Sighing Avery kept her gaze off Paisley, “She would get angry but she’d come around. She always does,” she defended having her own doubts though that Cordelia would come around to this.
Instead she’d probably insist that Avery go to her parents for the night before she headed to Taylor and Natalie’s tomorrow.
“You keep telling yourself that Hanson.”
Chewing her lip Avery just fell silent again as she looked down at the bedspread on the hotel bed. Her finger going to trace the pattern.
The silence soon being broken when Paisley stood from the bed, “You should just go take a bath and change into your pajamas. I’ll order take out while you do.”
“Okay,” Avery said her voice sounding so small.
Standing from the bed as well, she went over to her bags to get her pajamas out. Pausing as she watched Paisley sit down on the bed her cell phone now in her hand though before she could dial any number she turned to look at Avery and something in the room seemed to change when they locked eyes.
Something that made Avery feel bold.
“Y…you can take a bath with me if you want,” Avery suggested the words slipping out before she could truly stop them. “Just a bath…nothing more.”
“Just a bath?” Paisley questioned her a hint of something more in her tone.
“Just a bath,” Avery confirmed with a head nod. Knowing deep down what that hint of something more was in Paisley’s tone.
Avery wanting every part of what that something more entailed even if she shouldn’t.
Paisley scrunched her nose up, “I shouldn’t,” she told Avery which to Avery wasn’t exactly a no just yet. “You shouldn’t want me too.”
“But I do,” Avery whispered out not even sure if Paisley could hear her. “Please,” she added on before finally getting her clothes and standing up.
Turning on her heel without even waiting to see if Paisley followed behind her. Just hoping that she did because Avery knew even if things got sexual she just wanted the simple closeness of Paisley in the end. Just really missed that since October because it had been too brief.
Now felt almost like years ago when it hadn’t been.
Making it to the bathroom, Avery slipped inside turning the light on. A tiny smile appearing on her lips when she watched as Paisley came in behind her.
Shutting the door after she was in. Avery feeling a bit more at peace now because she’d get to have Paisley close to her. She’d get to finally feel her naked body against her own again. One of the purest forms of intimacy in Avery’s opinion.
Avery looked away from Paisley briefly as she moved to the tub to start the water and once it was running she began to undress.
Being aware that the whole time she did that Paisley was watching her even as she too undressed. A blush forming on Avery’s cheeks.
One that grew when Paisley moved a bit closer once they were both naked, her hand landing on Avery’s hip bone where the camera tattoo was at. Her index finger slowly tracing it which caused Avery to shiver just a bit.
Her eyes soon finding Paisley’s as she she felt nervous. Wondering if Paisley remembered their conversation though she had to have remembered it. After all she had gotten the easel tattoo on her finger days before Avery got the camera one.
“It’s beautiful,” Paisley finally spoke as she gave Avery a sad little smile. “Suits you.”
“Yeah well so does the one on your ring finger,” Avery replied with her own sad little smile.
One that grew when Paisley moved her hand away finally. Leaving Avery feeling exposed in ways that didn’t have to do with her being naked.
It was the vulnerable type of exposed.
Biting her lip softly Avery slipped into the bathtub after Paisley. Not sure why now all of a sudden she was nervous, maybe hoping she could chalk it up to the exposed feeling she felt earlier.
“You know I got the tattoo because of you,” Paisley finally stated as she let her hands rest on Avery’s hips, pulling Avery a bit closer to her in the water. “Wanted you to see how committed I was even if you still thought I had cheated.”
Avery frowned at that, “I’m sorry,” she spoke as she turned her head to look at Paisley some. “For not believing you when you said you didn’t cheat.”
“I get it though. Not wanting to believe your mom could be so cruel,” Paisley told her as she shook her head. “Everyone wants to believe the best in their parents until they can’t anymore.”
“Yeah well I guess I had to learn that lesson the hard way,” Avery told her feeling like a fool now. Feeling like this whole time she had just been played.
Her mom going around acting like she had no clue. All while knowing she was the reason Paisley was no longer around. That she had been the reason Paisley broke up with Avery, she was the reason her daughter’s heart had been broken and she hadn’t fucking cared.
Just like she hadn’t cared when she kicked Avery out.
“Guess so,” Paisley muttered as she inched closer to Avery.
Not even letting Avery say anything else before her lips were on Avery’s in a kiss. A kiss that Avery knew was inevitable from the moment she had mentioned taking a bath with Paisley.
Knowing that the something more she had heard in Paisley’s voice had been along these lines.
Avery soon kissing Paisley back despite all the reasons that she knew she shouldn’t. Which well there weren’t that many. Just one really big reason.
The fact that Avery had a girlfriend.
Sweet innocent Cordelia who had done no wrong except for the fact that she wasn’t Paisley. Would never be Paisley and it was that alone which was why Avery was still kissing Paisley.
Even as one of Paisley’s hands moved from her hip. Working it’s way slowly down until it was between Avery’s thighs.
Avery letting out a tiny moan when Paisley began to rub her. Her pussy which was already wet from the water soon getting wet in other ways. Ones which had nothing to do with the water and more to do with the hand which was slowly stroking her.
Teasing her in ways that she hadn’t been teased in months.
More moans slipping out of Avery’s mouth as Paisley continued to rub her. Though Avery soon bit down on Paisley’s bottom lip, feeling Paisley slip a finger inside of her.
A finger that she began to move slowly in and out of her. Avery getting the distinct feeling that Paisley was liking teasing her tonight.
That teasing Avery was just something she needed to do for her own reasons. Which was why Avery didn’t call her on it. Instead she let her tease her. Endured it as her hips began to move with Paisley’s finger.
Her moans growing a bit louder as she pulled away from the kiss once Paisley added a second finger. Avery having to lean against Paisley’s chest to stay upright or else she’d probably collapse right into the water and drown.
Drowning not seeming like a bad idea after all. Not after everything she had been through in the past few days.
“You like this?” Paisley asked her softly as her fingers finally started to thrust into Avery a bit faster…just a bit because of course she wasn’t fully going to bend and stop teasing.
Paisley was just stubborn like that. Avery knew as much because after all this wasn’t her first go around having sex with the girl she had once dated.
Felt like after so many times of having sex with her that she knew what Paisley was like, like she knew the back of her own hand.
Avery only offered an mhm which sparked Paisley to move down and bite into Avery’s shoulder. Avery half sure that pretty soon she’d have a bite mark there.
“I didn’t hear you Hanson,” Paisley murmured her voice low and sultry. “I asked if you liked this?” she questioned again slowing her fingers.
Which caused Avery to whimper before she finally spoke.
“You know I do Pai,” she said with a shake of her head. “I like it but I only wish you’d move your fingers faster. Just a bit.”
Paisley laughed at that but soon obeyed what Avery wanted from her. An action that surprised Avery but of course she wasn’t going to say that. Afraid that if she did Paisley would slow down just to tease her again instead of giving her what she wanted.
So instead of saying anything Avery let her eyes fall shut as her hips began to move with the pace Paisley was making with her fingers.
Her orgasm building up inside of her soon enough.
Paisley obviously catching the signs of it as she added a third finger inside of Avery. “Come on baby,” Paisley beckoned her as she left a tiny kiss in the same place she had bitten previously. “Come for me….come on my fingers.”
“Shit Pai,” Avery grunted out softly as her orgasm finally hit. Her walls closing in around Paisley’s fingers as her eyes shut tighter.
Her body going a bit rigid as fireworks or what looked like fireworks anyway exploded behind her eyelids. Her eyes opening slowly after everything.
Avery’s breathing staying hard for a bit. Paisley soon slipping her fingers out of Avery though they stayed resting on her skin.
“You feel better now?” Paisley asked as she let her lips move to Avery’s earlobe where she left a light kiss. “Orgasms make everything better.”
Laughing Avery nodded her head some, “Maybe a bit,” she answered before finally feeling okay enough to move away from Paisley. “Just kind of hungry,” she spoke as her stomach choose then to growl. “So maybe we should actually wash off and then order in,” she suggested with a smile.
“Sounds like a plan there Hanson,” Paisley agreed before things fell silent between them.
Avery knowing that after they ate she wanted to return the favor. Give Paisley an orgasm as well. Which meant once again cheating on Cordelia.
The girlfriend she had in another state who was completely unaware that Avery had came out and been kicked out. Had no clue that Avery ran to the one person who’d always make her jealous. That she’d already gave in to her weakness for Paisley and cheated.
That she’d more than likely do it again before the night was through because it was Paisley. Things would never be simple when it came to her in Avery’s life.