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Title: Audience of One
Dates: Written and posted April 2012 to April 2013
Length: 42 chapters
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Drama, Romance
Warning: Language, drug use, slash and cest content
Summary: Taylor can’t imagine himself ever settling down with just one person; he’s just not that kind of guy. But when Hanson go on tour to promote their fifth album, he meets someone who will challenge not only that, but everything he thinks he knows about himself.
Other: Written for the retro hanfic challenge, Stories Will Be Told.

 

Title: Beating Heart
Dates: Written April 2013 to September 2013
Length: 34 chapters
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance
Warning: Language, drug use, slash and cest content
Summary: Zac never wanted to be the person he is now, and he doesn’t know whether to blame himself or Taylor. More than anything, he just wants to fix his mistakes and feel normal again, but he’s not sure normal is possible for him and Taylor anymore.
Other: This is the sequel to Audience of One.

 

Title: Bled Dry
Dates: Written August 2012 to present; posted August 2014 to March 2016
Length: 27 chapters
Rating: NC17
Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance, Erotica
Warning: Language, graphic sex (het, slash and cest) including very dark BDSM elements
Summary: Scott Moffatt goes to a Hanson concert as a joke, and ends up turning his, Taylor’s and Zac’s lives upside down. In the aftermath, all three will be forced to confront truths about themselves and what they need and want.
Other: Another collab with my good friend Amber. Cross-posted with bonus content here.

 

Title: Cause and Effect
Dates: Written and posted July 15, 2009 to October 28, 2010
Length: prologue & 26 chapters
Rating: R
Genre: Drama, Romance
Warning: Language, alcohol, sexy stuff.
Summary: Zac Hanson’s life is falling apart. Spencer Kerr’s life is finally going the way she wants. When the two meet, all that will change.
Other: Part One of the Sweetest Downfall series.

 

Title: Cesura
Dates: Written December 2, 2010 to February 18, 2011
Length: One part
Rating: R
Genre: Drama, Romance
Warning: Language and sex
Summary: When Hanson goes on tour in the fall of 2010, Zac and Spencer cross paths once again. This encounter leaves them wondering just how much they ever knew about each other.
Other: Admittedly, this isn’t actually a long story, but since it fits into the Sweetest Downfall universe, I wanted to sort it with the other parts of that story. It’s the second part in the series.

 

Title: Cherry Lips
Dates: April 2015 to present
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance
Warning: Language, sexual content including cest, alcohol use
Summary: Newly single and struggling to keep up with grad school, Zac can’t really imagine any way his life could get worse. Then his estranged older brother Taylor shows up. After seven years apart, he and Zac are practically strangers, but they quickly form a deep, complicated bond that threatens to tear them even further apart.
Other: A spinoff of one of my 30 Days of Smut stories.

 

Title: Darling, I Want To Destroy You
Dates: Written and posted January 15 to January 31, 2012
Length: Six parts
Rating: NC17
Genre: Drama, Angst, Smut
Warning: Language, drug and alcohol use, graphic incest, some dark stuff
Summary: Zac has loved and hated Taylor for years. Taylor has always gotten what he wants and loves playing games with Zac. Finally, Taylor pushes Zac too far and gets something he never expected.
Other: Written with my friend Amber.

 

Title: Denouement
Dates: Written April to June 2013; posted June 7, 2013
Length: One part
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Romance
Warning: Language, some sexual content
Summary: A year after moving to Tulsa and getting involved with Zac (again), Spencer still sometimes has doubts. She visits him while he’s on tour to finally get over that last hurdle and conquer her fears, and soon she’s faced with a big question about their future.
Other: This is the fourth and final part of the Sweetest Downfall Series. It isn’t long, but I wanted it sorted with the other parts.

 

Title: Devils and Gods
Dates: Written and posted May 12, 2010 to present
Rating: PG13
Genre: Mystery
Warning: Language, mentions of death
Summary: While trying to record their fourth album, Hanson have decided to spend a weekend at a “friend’s” mansion with a very strange cast of characters. Isaac has a feeling the weekend isn’t going to end well. A power outage followed by a murder soon prove him right. Can he and his brothers figure out who did it?
Other: On Hiatus. Written for the Hanfic Genre Challenge in 2010.

 

Title: Ever Present Past
Dates: Written and posted November/December 2016-December 2018
Length: 10 chapters
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Drama/Angst
Warning: sexual content (incestuous and otherwise), drug use, character death
Summary: Taylor thought he had hit rock bottom when his wife left him. Now, the life he has built with Zac and the daughter they are raising together is at risk, threatened by their very own parents and the demons Taylor thought he’d kept at bay.
Other: Written with Amber for Wintry Remix 2016, this is a remix of The Past Is Just A Goodbye by Elizabeth.

 

Title: Fault Line
Dates: November 2017 to present
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance
Warning: Language, alcohol and drug use, sexual content
Summary: When Carolina’s life came crashing down around her, she ran away to California to start over. She didn’t count on finding herself in the orbit of her teenage crush, living in a story stranger than anything she could ever dream of writing.
Other: Written for NaNoWriMo 2017.

 

Title: Flesh and Bone
Dates: Written and posted July 2016 to present
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance, Erotica
Warning: Language, graphic sex, including very dark BDSM elements
Summary: One tour can change a lot. With their lives spiraling out of control, yet finally starting to make sense, Taylor and Zac are left to pick up the pieces and find some sense of normalcy again. But they won’t be able to do it alone.
Other: The sequel to Bled Dry and the second story in the Pieces Fit Series.

 

Title: Gravity
Dates: Written beginning May 2010; posted February 7, 2013 to September 26, 2013
Length: 19 parts
Rating: PG13/R
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance
Warning: Language, sex, alcohol and drug use, some pretty heavy stuff about illness and death
Summary: Adelaide was reluctant to get involved with Taylor. She knew it was dangerous and would change her life, forever, but she didn’t know how. Although she tried to resist him, he became the one constant in her life, even when his life was anything but constant.

 

Title: I Will Try To Fix You
Dates: Written May 2013 to present; posted March 2014 to present
Rating: NC17
Genre: Drama, Angst, Smut
Warning: Language, drug and alcohol use, graphic incest, some dark stuff
Summary: Over three years have passed since Zac finally unleashed his true feelings upon Taylor, and it’s been that long since they’ve seen each other. Zac wants to leave the past behind him, but Taylor can’t let it go. When well-meaning Isaac puts them in each others’ paths, no one is prepared for the consequences.
Other: Written with my friend Amber, this is the sequel to our first collab, Darling, I Want To Destroy You.

 

Title: In the Dark
Dates: Written September 2013 to March 2015
Length: 72 chapters and Epilogue
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance
Warning: Language, sex, alcohol and drug use
Summary: Colby studied music in college in the hopes of someday working in the music business, but so far she’s still stuck working in a record store. Her friend Avery tries to help make her dreams come true, but Avery forgot to mention her older brother Zac. It’s love at first sight for Colby, even though Zac is a mystery at best and a nightmare at worst.

 

Title: Interwoven
Dates: Written June 2011 to April 2013
Length: prologue and 46 chapters
Rating: R
Genre: Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warning: Language, alcohol, sexual content
Summary: Spencer accepts a job offer in Tulsa, and it isn’t long before she crosses paths with Zac again. She wants nothing more than to move on with her life, but she doesn’t know how she feels about Zac or who she can trust.
Other: The third part of the Sweetest Downfall Series.

 

Title: Kiss and Tell
Dates: Written starting April 2014; posted September 24, 2014 to September 17, 2016
Length: 41 chapters and epilogue
Rating: PG13/R
Genre: Drama, Romance, Comedy
Warning: Language, sex, alcohol use
Summary: Georgina and Zac have been best friends since they were in preschool. During their sophomore year of college, Georgina finally admits–at least to herself–that she wants to be more than friends. Zac is oblivious to her feelings, but everyone else knows… including his older brother Taylor.

 

Title: A Lesson In Tightropes
Dates: Written November 2015; posted January to September 2016
Length: prologue, 25 chapters and epilogue
Rating: PG13/R
Genre: Drama/Angst
Warning: Language, depictions of depression and eating disorders
Summary: Zac always said he was the shy one, but no one believed him. When no one sees who you really are, it’s all too easy for dangerous secrets to stay hidden.
Other: My part of a large, collaborative series called Like Ashes.

 

Title: Little Deaths
Dates: Written 2007 to 2009; posted July 7, 2009 to November 7, 2009
Length: Seven parts
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Drama, Suspense
Warning: Language, alcohol, drug use, heavy sexual situations including BDSM elements and violence.
Summary: AU. Zac and Colleen are career criminals and once again he has abandoned her. When he comes back, he is surprised by the new career she has taken up… and how he feels about it.
Other: This is a relatively short one, and I warn you it is quite odd.

 

Title: Loaded God Complex
Dates: June 2013 to December 2013
Length: prologue and 33 chapters
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Romance, Comedy, Erotica
Warning: Language, alcohol use, graphic sexual content (het and slash/cest), gratuitous male nudity
Summary: Best friends since college, Taylor Wright and Zac Hanson moved to Los Angeles in hopes of becoming rich and famous. When those plans fell through, the two ended up working as male exotic dancers. As Thor and Adonis, they’re successful and adored by the women of Burbank. There’s just one problem — everyone thinks they’re boyfriends.
Other: This is a collaboration with my friend Lindsay. It’s posted here on LiveJournal as well.

 

Title: Love and Other Socially Acceptable Emotions
Dates: Written mostly during November 2009, posted January 5, 2010 to June 6, 2012
Length: prologue, 37 chapters & epilogue
Rating: R
Genre: Romantic Comedy
Warning: Language, alcohol, sexual stuff.
Summary: Victoria is good at acting. Victoria isn’t good at making friends, relationships or being true to herself. At college, she makes several friends, including the confusing and frustrating Zac Hanson, who will help her figure out how to finally be herself.
Other: Written for NaNoWriMo in 2009, but not completed.

 

Title: Our Glory Days
Dates: Written starting April 1, 2016; posted September 25, 2016 to present
Rating: PG13
Genre: Historical Drama, Romance
Warning: Language, references to war, sexual content including slash
Summary: With one son away at war, one missing in action and another becoming increasingly convinced that he just isn’t the marrying sort, the Hanson family and their estate are in dire straits. If World War I isn’t their downfall, their wayward children just might be.
Other: The first Downton Abbey AU in hanfic? Why not?!

 

Title: Silk Scarves
Dates: Written and posted February 2010 to present
Rating: NC17
Genre: Drama, Romance, PWP
Warning: Slash, incest, language, alcohol, sex
Summary: These are the stories of Zac and Taylor’s secret relationship throughout the years.
Other: This series is actually a bunch of somewhat connected oneshots, largely written by me but also with one contribution from Abby.

 

Title: Skin and Bone
Dates: February 13, 2011 to present
Rating: R
Genre: Supernatural
Warning: Language, sexual content, violence, supernatural elements
Summary: Isaac, Taylor and Zac Hanson have made quite a name for themselves as hunters. Vampires and werewolves both are out to find these three brothers and break their bond. A few mistakes and fights will lead to their strength being tested in the worst possible way.
Other: This is a collaboration with my friends Flash and Renee.

 

Title: Songs Left Unsung
Dates: Written and posted April 2012 to September 2014
Length: 86 chapters and epilogue
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Drama, Romance
Warning: Language, drug use, slash and cest content
Summary: Only one person in the world knows Zac’s biggest secret — his crush on his older brother Taylor. But that one person, his best friend Carrick, has a secret, too. When Carrick moves to Tulsa, all these secrets will be revealed and Zac’s life will be turned upside down.

 

Title: The Stars Have Fallen
Dates: Written and posted December 13, 2009 to March 10, 2010
Length: 10 chapters & epilogue
Rating: PG13 to R
Genre: Drama, Angst
Warning: Language, drugs, some heavy stuff about death.
Summary: Zac isn’t quite sure how or why things started going wrong, but it’s fallen to him to pick the pieces up of his family and put them back together. Keeping his own sanity is the least of his concerns. He only wants to know why one brother is dead and the other slowly killing himself.
Other: Written for the 10 in 10 Challenge. Completed in ten chaptes and an epilogue.

 

Title: Stays the Same
Dates: Written January 16 to February 2, 2011 and posted on February 11, 2011
Length: Four parts
Rating: PG13
Genre: Romantic Comedy
Warning: Language, non-explicit sexual content
Summary: Taylor has a long history of being very bad at relationships. While he may not know how to make to a relationship work, he knows that he will always have plenty to sing about. And maybe, just maybe, someday he’ll learn how to get it right.
Other: Written for the Mixtape Challenge. I chose the songs In the City, Lost Without Each Other, Go and Kiss Me When You Come Home to write a “mixtape” of four short, interconnected stories about Taylor.

 

Title: Troubled Hearted Kind
Dates: September 12, 2012 — September 23, 2012
Length: Five parts
Rating: R
Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance
Warning: Language, somewhat graphic sex
Summary: A short look at the choices Natalie and Zac have made in their lives over several years, and the ways that their lives have intertwined.
Other: Written for Taking The Leap 2012. I challenged myself to write a Zac/Natalie story.

 

Title: Truth is a Whisper
Dates: Written March 2012 to October 2015
Length: 63 chapters in 3 parts
Rating: NC17
Genre: Drama/Angst, Romance, Smut
Warning: Language, drug and alcohol use, graphic slash and incest, kinky sex
Summary: Zac and Taylor Hanson know who they are. They know what their lives have come to be. And they’re happy. At least, that’s what they’ve been telling everyone, including themselves. Until they’re forced to take a closer look.
Other: Written with my friend Amber.

 

Title: Untold
Dates: Written and posted May 18, 2011 to January 31, 2013
Length: 18 chapters and epilogue
Rating: PG13/R
Genre: Drama
Warning: Language, sex, character death
Summary: After his fiancee’s death, Taylor vowed never to return to Tulsa again. When he finds himself pulled back, he discovers that he’s left more behind that he thought. He’s determined to pick up the pieces and build some sort of normal life and family, and unravel all the lies that he and everyone else have been telling.
Other: I attempted to write this for The Spark Inside 2011, but couldn’t finish on time.

 

Title: What Didn’t Happen
Dates: November 2010 to November 2011
Length: 25 chapters
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Drama, Angst, Supernatural
Warning: Language, sex, incest, and lots of angst
Summary: One day, Zac is a newlywed. The next day, he wakes up to find himself a year in the future with his entire life collapsing around him. Can he figure out how to get things back?
Other: I attempted to write this for NaNoWriMo in 2010, but only managed about 12k. Finally finished it for NaNo 2011. My first long, plotty Zaylor.

 

Title: Where We Belong
Dates: October 2015 to present
Rating: R/NC17
Genre: Drama, Romance, Comedy
Warning: Language, sexual content including slash/cest, drug use
Summary: Zac and Carrick have been friends for a long time–close enough friends to make some people wonder–but things always change on the road. Will touring together again bring these two closer or push them apart?
Other: Another collab with Amber, my favorite fellow Zarrick shipper.

 

Title: Worlds Collide
Dates: Written and posted January 9, 2012 to to July 2013
Length: 38 chapters and epilogue
Rating: PG13/R
Genre: Drama, Romance
Warning: Language, drug and alcohol use
Summary: Maureen ran away from home to escape a bad situation. She didn’t know what she would find, but she definitely didn’t expect Taylor Hanson. He’s like no one she’s ever known before, and she doesn’t know whether to try to break down his walls or run for cover.
Other: Written for the Don’t Judge A Book… Challenge 2012.